name. Jessica
age. 15
d.o.b.. 15/04/1995
school. Penabur International School Gading Serpong
location. Indonesia
title. silver reign / dark order

UVERworld ~ Gekidou
(english version)
Having keen eyes, hearing those cliché phrases, or being someone's copy can't satisfy me. I don't want the spark because it'll one day come at me as the threat of a tiger. The best plays are made at the end of a dark season. The first stage is in the house, and I don't feel like I can lose this battle. Let's fight it out 24/7. Even if I'm stuck in a blue world, I'll laugh everything off. And because I've now lost the sun, I'll go find the moon. We lost sight of things that were clear before, and now we're drowning in the sea of our memories. But why? Why do I act like I never made those promises and move on to the next passport? Like the cloud, I've lost my insistence. I'm tired of the flatterers I meet everyday. The spark is about to die, and although it's dying slowly, I won't think twice of what I said. The best plays are made at the end of a dark season. The first stage is in the house, and I carefully search for the doors to Elysium so that I can send him there. What you get from pretty words you half-heartedly put down on papers is just a desperately put together, empty story of pretty words. Let's leave a bit of our important memories here. It'll be too heavy to carry them all across the sea. And the next time we meet, let's joyfully reminisce on these memories. Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart? Rebel one, I want to hear, again, the eternal voice. Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart? Rebel one, this is the turning point. G9, that one column confuses the brain alteration from a shock. Base, ability, mind Round 1, go ahead and keep barking from that unsightly place. There's going to be an all-out instant that was gained devouring the discouragements. The punch is full of G9. And it causes a brain alteration just from its shock. Rebel one, shake violently again, it'll blow out your eardrums. Rebel one, shake violently again. My eyes that can no longer find the sun will now, never reflect and shine off the moon. Following my endless desires and wishes, I'll walk aimlessly, looking for something nonexistent. We lost sight of things that were clear before, and now we're drowning in the sea of our memories. But why? Why do I act like I never made those promises and move on to the next passport? Let's leave a bit of our important memories here. It'll be too heavy to carry them all across the sea. And the next time we meet, let's joyfully reminisce on these memories. If we successfully leave them here, we won't drown or discard and meet back here. Rebel one, when will the eternal voice, again, reach my heart? Rebel one, this is the turning point.


dark order [main]
addiction [2nd]

Archem-chan
Chihaya
Rhyme
Kibumie
Lavy-chan
Shishii
Tin Tin
Trinity
T.Y.M.


Angel nee-chan
Alissa-chan [personal blog]
Alissa-chan [Shikyus]
Alissa-chan [Story]
Saku-chan
Karen
Yoriko
Misaki-chan
AEON
Levi-chan
Maya
Azu
Angie
Kanako
Mai
Kanna-chan
Yoriko
Haine-chan
Nami
TWIN (Natsu)
Riku
Yukari
YUU-chan
Momo
Shira-chan
KYRIE



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Giving all of my hopes to you is totally wrong... It's just going to make my heart shattered.

You don't even reply to my messages telling me why.
I thought you had no interest in having a date anymore.. but yesterday, I read the text from you to my friend, telling what type of girl you like. I know that it's none of my business anymore.. But I really want you to at least Know my feelings, and after that.. I won't bother looking at you anymore.. I promise

I absolutely know how it feels when someone rejected you, but I'm truly sorry if last Christmas I rejected you.
'coz at that time I don't have any interest for going out with somebody.
Maybe... this is a punishment for me...


when I got my report card the other day, like a week ago.. I was really, and yes I mean REALLY surprised to see the results..
Usually I had at least 1 C.. but now, I had NONE of them..!! XD

Seriously, my parents are proud of me like, the first time.
Hopefully next year I'm gonna do a better job.. ^^

Wish me luck EVERYONE..!! XD

to tell you the truth, somehow I don't want to have holiday.
You know why? it's because, I don't know exactly what the hell am I going to do for the whole vacation.
weird huh?

everyday it's always been the same. sitting in my room, open up my laptop, sign-in into some social networking sites, chatting,etc.
How boring could that be?

Luckily, tomorrow my friends are going to have a sleepover at my house for 3 days.
I was SO Happy I tell you. Well, duh... of course, I don't want to stuck in my room again and again don't I..?


actually it's like my third time to watch this anime.. it is called D.Gray-man.
It's really fun to watch this anime I tell ya.
most of the opening and ending songs are freakinly addictive.
especially when I get to see my favorite character, LAVI.

His weapon is a hammer. the way he use it is very unique.
he's a cheerful guy, though he's not real he's still cool. LOL.


here are some of the signatures I've made out of boredom.
if you want to use it, please do credit me, 'coz I didn't put my sign there.

YM : dark_retriever5@yahoo.com | jess_louis@ymail.com

MSN/WLM : jessica_5_louis@hotmail.com